Ch.4 Let Me Talk
■Y/N POV■
Why is he here?
I'm preparing the kit to treat Bokuto's wound. What happened to him to get that wound?
I could feel a pair of eyes been drilling a hole behind my back. I couldn't bear to see him in the face.... it's still hard to do it. Why though? It's been two years.
I stand in front of him, but I avoid his eyes.
Bokuto : Y/N... h-
Y/N: s-sir please lift your hand a little... I'm gonna clean it and treat it.
I grab his left hand gently, clean the blood and start to apply some med.
I observe the wound, it's pretty deep and big. I need to stitch it. Why did you injure like this, it looks... so painful.
Y/N: how... did you got this?
Bokuto : I fell and my hand grazed a broken plate....
Y/N: I have to stitch it... I have to sedate your hand so you won't feel it, but you'll stay conscious.
Bokuto nodded his head and I started to treat his wound. His hand is always big and warm. I still can't help to be sad when he's injured.
He used to whine a little when he was hurt and asked for a "boo-boo".
I tried to stitch it gently, I'm sure the anesthetic has worked by now. I can feel Bokuto flinch a little it got me worried and I look up at his face.
Y/N: are you alright Kouta-
His eyes are on me, they're widened. I almost call him by his first name. I avert my gaze back at the wound.
Y/N: I'm sorry, is it... can you still feel your ha-
I can feel a hand on my left arm. Bokuto grab my arm with his right hand, his hand feels gentle on my skin. I shook my head internally and try to shook his hand off my arm.
Y/N: sir- excuse me... please don't interrupt while I treat you.
Bokuto : you can call me Kotaro... Y/N... please...
I didn't respond to him and continue treating his hand. I wrapped it with a bandage afterward and it's finally done.
Y/N: It's already done... you can come again if you feel any pain, the doctor will check on you. I'll give you a pain killer... Mr. Bokuto.
I turned my back and head to my desk but a hand stopped me from walking.
■Bokuto's POV■
I caught her wrist with my hand again, but this time I unconsciously use my injured hand instead. She turned around and grab my hand.
Y/N: Bokuto san, you shouldn't use your left hand like that for a while. You might open the woun-
Bokuto: Y/N... I
Y/N took my hand off her wrist and gently put it to my side. She turned her back on me again and walk towards the door.
Y/N: please take care of yourself.... your treatment is done you may leave... I have other patients to see... get well soon... Bokuto san
I can see how she still avoids looking at me. It hurt me, seeing her but not being able to talk or touch her but I'm glad, she's alright and healthy.
I walk towards the exit, but before I walk out I stopped Infront of her.
Bokuto: I missed you Y/N.... I'm glad, to see that you're fine. I will see you later
With that, I left the room and walk to Omi and the other. I look back at the room, another patient walk in, and Y/N closes the door.
Across the hospital is an open-spaced bar and resto. We decided to go there as we haven't even eaten our lunch before.
I keep staring at the clinic from here. Shoyo tapped my shoulder, and I look back to see my teammates look at me.
Hinata : did you talk with L/N san?
Bokuto : no... I tried but, she kept on changing the topic to my hand.
We talk for a while and then I decided to text Akaashi. I told him I met Y/N here, and he replied.
From :Akaashi
Try to talk to her again after her shifts end Bokuto san.
When we finished eating, Omi asked us to go back to the hotel. It's almost 6 by now, I look at the clinic again and think about what Akaashi said. Then I made up my mind.
Bokuto : guys!
Omi, Atsumu and Shoyo turn to look at me.
Bokuto: you can go first... I'll... stay for a little bit.
I'm going to wait for her. I'll try to talk to her again. I want to talk to her, I missed her presence around me.
I want to talk to you
I want to be with you again
I always do
If I couldn't then...
At least let me apologize...
■3rd Person POV■
It's 9 o'clock, Y/N just finished her shift. She walks out of the clinic and walks towards the gate.
When she passed the gate and walk towards her home, she was stopped by someone calling on her name.
The voice that's very familiar, as to how her name that came out of his mouth sounds.... nostalgic.
Y/N turn around and faced Bokuto who's standing only a meter away from her.
Y/N: Bokuto... san...
Bokuto : Y/N please... let me talk to you
The face that he made, it's the face when he's sad. When he looks down it seems like his hair is sad too.
Y/N feel her heart is clenched. And she finally looks up and their eyes finally met.
Both felt warmth spread throughout their body
Both feel anxious
One of them has her heart filled with pain and nervously standing.
The other one just finally has his heart filled with feelings.
As he felt empty all these years.
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